I just gotta say that Trevor is one of the funniest people I have ever met.

Trevor....i miss you everyday :'-( I just thought I would pay my respects to my beloved friend who I never got to say goodbye too. Because I thought u would be around forever...you are immortal tho, because you have always been invincible. And you did not leave in vain. I love you

I just wanted to say thanks to everyone that was involved in Novapalooza. It was a great success and a lot of fun! Thank you! :-)

So today was Novapalooza. We brought a bunch of bands to play and got food and drinks and endlessly found a bunch of donators to come with what I believe to be the final total of $502.37 for the Trevor Dee Foundation. It was great having Trevor's friends particpate in this/come, and my band changed its name to "Because of Dee" which I think is right for the circumstances. A couple of us put a lot, a lot of work behind this and it all goes with deep love for Trevor. It was a beautiful day for a beautiful man.
(I remember last year telling Sam about a big surprise guest appearing for Novapalooza, and he didn't expect Trevor as the magical figure...but he came just before our "Freebird" and we stayed after for a few hours cleaning up, eating, and racing with the mops).

My Brother Trevor, all the heavy shit I went through received his support and he seemed to still make things funny. He was the biggest fan I had for my music...the first to listen to the songs on the albums and come to every show I've ever done since I knew him. He could haul ass like an illegal immigrant when I'd tell him last minute of a show going on. And I loved this brother. When he was dealing with his tortures, he was compassionate enough to open up to me and let us both lie in our misery. And it was beautiful. Terrible with calling people back...and some important dates got uneventful (that damn festival with Miller). But I couldn't stay upset with the kid. We had too much weight we carried from the past (we both saw the the cycle of our greatest loves,the nights of redemption,the steak n' shake,our peace in that poetry). He introduced me to the band I'm in now, which we dedicate ourselves on to him. Novapalooza money will all go to this foundation. And the truth for me is that I don't think anyone can define their relationship with this "half-shaven, misbehavon" vegetarian, because there will never be any sense or understanding of what we were then and what I am now with him.
I stood fallen with the dust in my eyes letting go of trying to see. But I feel that love, and it will always be beyond any of my words. Trevor, you just keep stumbling on to my head, and I am nothing but lost in shaking it off. You have all my truth soul brother...ani hoeve oh tah.

I just dedicated my final project in my Spanish class to Trevor. This picture ends the video with the quote about the Mexican drummer.
The whole video I scream in spanish, and I sound just like him. It's quite funny. Especially the "porque"'s...
Anywyas, I recently spoke to Elise about how its near impossible to miss Trevor. His memory lives on in every facet of my life.
On a side note, notice how his arms bend in this photo! People can't do that! He never ceases to amaze me, even now.

One of my earliest, happiest memories of you Trevor, was walking on a beautiful golf course, with you holding my hand and Mickey trotting along beside us. I would pick you up every now and then for you to reach the trees. You were all of eighteen months. I felt a very close connection with you darling. Even when you were a baby you knew the love we had for you, and reach out to us. You will always be with us poochie, and one day we will be with you. With love forever.
Grandma Estelle and Grandpa Julius

Trevor,
you were my best friend and you always will be. I'll see you when I'm ready and we'll reminisce of old times. I love you man and I can't wait to see you again. It's hard without you but I know I must move on and live my life until it is time for us to party again, but someone said to me that I now have someone watching over me and I know you are. I can't even express the impact you've made on my life. You gave me life. You were always there when I needed you and you always knew what to say. You knew me better than anyone. You told me once that you knew that wherever we were in our lives that you knew we would always be able to call eachother and we would always be in touch and I know you're still there. I pray that one day I will see you again, but until then I live my life for you. Have fun walking through walls lol I'm sure I'll love it.
With Love,
millertime

Trevor is the most amazing person that I have ever known.

The Trevor Dee Foundation has been established to aid in the support of drug rehabilitation, education programs and legislative reforms. This will be accomplished through internet and live forums led by experts in their fields.

Your financial support of this foundation will help others and honor our loving memories of Trevor Dee as a continuing tribute to all that was great about him.

The Trevor Dee Foundation will be a not for profit organization (501(c) 3 status applied for) and all of your donations will be tax deductible.

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